Bjork said, that it takes courage to enjoy it, you know.
I used to evade the questions, the feelings. Compartmentalized certain things so they dont mix up with my daily duties.
Now, almost crossing my 30th mark on earth, I finally realized that I have slowly let my restraints loose. Not too much, but it is a start.
I began to see things a little clearer. I now see patterns appearing on the fogged screen. I predict the patterns will soon open up to a bigger view... showing me what my eyes have been shielded from all this while.
I just hope I stay true to the course I'm supposed to chart through... like a blind given the gift of sight in an instant, I hope what I see will enrich and not disillusion me.