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Monday, April 30, 2007

Oi.

I'm having a not-so-good day.

Only halfway through though, so hopefully something good comes my way. Need some cheering. I guess I've been reading too much Ann Rule, and my obsession with massacres et al might have started taking its toll. I really thought that it would only be a phase of some sort, but the VA Tech shooting spree has renewed my morbid facination towards 'em all.

Crap. Crap. crap.
I should stop googling these sick individuals. Seriously.


Mental note: Remember to Youtube more Eric & Dylan videos later.

Kacha kacha kacak

Friday, April 27, 2007

Saya terpaksa mengaku sesuatu.
Rasa macam nak mengaku.
Biarlah saya mengaku ya.
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Jurukamera botak yang selalu ambil gambar bila ada acara di ofis saya sangat kacak.

Bila diusik, muka merah. Lagi comel.

Nasib baik dia tak kenal blog ni.
Hehehe

*Sorok muka belakang selendang gitu*




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Another goodbye...

Monday, April 23, 2007

Saya bakal kehilangan seorang rakan yang banyak bawak keriangan di hati. Dia akan ke negara lain. Setahun, dua tahun...saya tak tahu. Yang pastinya lepas ini saya sudah tidak ada teman gelak ketawa indah di pejabat.

Dah lama tak ada kawan lelaki yang boleh main pijak-pijak kaki, tukar-tukar CD. Susah nak jumpa kawan yang boleh buat aksi-aksi budak 5 tahun, apatah lagi lelaki dari bangsa lain. Dan dia tua dari saya, jadi bila kami sama-sama buat benda bodoh, saya taklah rasa macam tua kutuk tak sedar diri (dah nak masuk 25 tapi berangan rumaja kah?) Tapi nampaknya bila kami dah mula berkawan indah, dia kena ke Makati pula. Bosan.

Haish... selalu sangat hilang kawan macam ni. Kali terakhir, Adam terbang ke Michigan. Lepas tu Firhan. Sekarang dia pulak. Agaknya saya ni memang tak boleh ada kawan lelaki agaknya. Kawan lelaki yang setia berkawan semuanya 'tak berapa lelaki'. Haduh.

Tak apa lah, janji kami terus berkawan. Manalah tahu, lagi 10 tahun kot-kot ada rezeki saya ke Filipina, boleh lawat dia dan keluarganya (saya dapat rasakan yang dia akan berumahtangga dengan orang sana hehehe!). That would be fun :)

Ah Nick, I will surely miss your antics. Now I won't have anybody to use my Fu-Yoh holler on... ;p
Save journey, good luck, and keep in touch okay!

Answer this

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Vespertine means:

a. used to describe a flower that opens in the evening
b. tending to be most active in the evening
c. appearing or setting in the evening
d. My favourite Bjork album

How the hell does she come up with such amazing lyrics? And those haunting melodies... oh those haunting melodies...

All these accidents,
That happen,
Follow the dot,
Coincidence,
Makes sense,
Only with you,
You don't have to speak,
I feel.

Emotional landscapes,
They puzzle me,
Then the riddle gets solved,
And you push me up to this

State of emergency,
How beautiful to be...

- Joga
Album - Homogenic

Movie Meme

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I ripped this from www.mistyeiz.com

1. Name a movie that you have seen more than 10 times.
My Best Friend's Wedding and School of Rock. MBFW is my first & fave girly movie. And I've never been able to say no to School of Rock's numerous reruns on Astro.

2. Name a movie that you’ve seen multiple times in the theater.
I don't think I've - oh, I saw Beauty & The Beast 3 times when I was a kid.

3. Name an actor that would make you more inclined to see a movie.
Just one?! I can only think of Jack Black.

4. Name an actor that would make you less likely to see a movie.
I don't really dig Viggo Mortensen so maybe...yeah.

5. Name a movie that you can and do quote from.
"Stay home and eat all the freakin' chips, Kip." "Like, gosh!" - Napolean Dynamite


6. Name a movie musical that you know all of the lyrics to all of the songs.
Moulin Rouge.

7. Name a movie that you have been known to sing along with.
Moulin Rouge, Dreamgirls, Sound of Music.

8. Name a movie that you would recommend everyone see.
Life is Beautiful by Roberto Bennini.

9. Name a movie that you own.
As in, in my posession? Trainspotting.

10. Name an actor that launched his/her entertainment career in another medium but who has surprised you with his/her acting chops.
Steve Coogan.

11. Have you ever seen a movie in a drive-in? If so, what?
Nope.

12. Ever made out inside a theater?
No! But maybe...maybe when I'm married.. wow such bold act ah?

13. Name a movie that you keep meaning to see but just haven’t yet gotten around to it.
Cinta. At first I wanted to see it because it's supposed to be really2 good, not typical malay movie bla bla bla. Now I wanna watch the movie to check out how far they curik the plots from Love Actually.

14. Ever walked out of a movie?
No. I always always stay until the end credits. Even through Master Of Disguise.

15. Name a movie that made you cry in the theater.
Oh, I cry all the time. Gimme a soppy scene and my tissue'd be wet. The last oen was Dreamgirls, the And I Am Telling You (I'm Not Going) scene. Jennifer Hudson was fabulous! It was almost as good as Jennifer Holliday's version.

16. What’s the last movie you saw in the theater?
Dreamgirls, I think.

17. What’s your favorite/preferred genre of movie?
Anything, really. But if I'm going out to the cinema, thrillers/musicals. That's waht the sound systems are for.

18. What’s the first movie you remember seeing in the theater?
Cartoons qualify, right? I think I was two when mak & bapak took me out for The Black Cauldron.

19. What’s the one movie you wished you never watched?
The Blob. Such crap. And It's Pat.

20. What is the weirdest movie you enjoyed?
Napolean Dynamite. It was sooooo slow I couldn't sit tight throughout the movie, but after it, I was like "Wow...." Blown away man. I can even quote Napolean and Pedro.

21. What is the scariest movie you’ve seen?
I have three ultimate takut movies - IT, The Child's Play Triology (coz the fourth one was crap) and Ju-On. I saw IT & Child's Play when I was a wee lass and it scared the shit out of me. Clowns freak me out. Plastic dolls too. I know. Laugh all you want.

22. What is the funniest movie you’ve seen?
Oh I've seen a lot. I dunno.... I can't handpick them.

apa sebenarnya anda pada mereka?

Friday, April 06, 2007

Bayangkan anda seorang arkitek. Anda punya beberapa rakan lain yang sering berkerjasama dengan anda dalam membuat rekaan bangunan terbaik.

Bila tiba hari anugerah syarikat, pasukan anda menang anugerah untuk satu bangunan yang dibina. Tapi nama anda tidak disenaraikan. Apakah reaksi anda? Adakah mereka terlupa? Atau adakah mereka rasakan sumbangan anda tidak cukup bagus dan berbaloi?

Lepas itu, anda dapat tahu pula yang anda memang ada menang sesuatu, tapi untuk projek sampingan - katalah..sebagai pasukan pembentangan terbaik - anugerah yang tak punya banyak relevan dengan jawatan anda sebagai arkitek. Ada pula yang beritahu nama anda dicalonkan sebab ketua pasukan itu yang gilakan anugerah, bukannya sebab anda sangat berbakti.

Apa perasaan anda?
Mungkinkah anda sememangnya tak bagus dalam apa yang anda buat? Mungkinkah anda sebenarnya watak tempelan yang tangkap muat sahaja? Adakah itu klu yang menyatakan bahawa anda sebenarnya tak layak memegang jawatan arkitek? Adakah input anda terlalu kecil (maklumlah rekaan sahaja. Orang lain angkat bata, korek duit modal etc) hinggakan anda memang tak patut diberi acknowledgement?

Adakah anda sedih? Kecewa? Terkilan? Macam nak marah tapi keliru?


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